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helo ppl..

hmm..i have to be extremely honest here..there is one hamba allah ni.. totally make me feel like going awayyy..far far awayy.. at the same time everyday i woke up in d morning rasa cam nk kill someone..

n to be honest..i realized i've nvr mngumpat seteruk i did now..coz i really cant stand that person.. probably dlm byk2 enemies i've had in my life..this person is d one i really cant tolerate simply cause of the attitude that this person possess 'kena menjatuhkan org to be the center of attention'..

so cut to the chase..one day.. the practical student bercerita..this gal is really d life of the company sbb dia lah manusia paling kelakar kat ofis ni..n the great package she had with her is dat she'll always remind us kat Allah..in her own many creative ways..so like one day..tgh duduk ramai2..dia ckp, 'korang ade baca x pasal sorg ppuan buat open apology kat paper?'

we were like, amenda nye dik oi.?

so the story goes like this..

ade 3 org ppuan..lets put it nama sorg tu nani, sorg tu nina n sorg tu fazrin..(tah hape name aku maen ltak neh?)

they all lived in the same hse..ni mase kat kolej la..

nina n nani ni slalu balik lmbt..smpi si fazrin ni pelik apsal asek blk lmbt..so dia pun tanye la derg ni gi mane..their answers were, they were busy with study group..

si fazrin ni x puas hati..gi la stalk derg neh smbil bwk camera..turned out nani n nina ni keje kat dobi sbb nk tampung hidup derg..note to know..si fazrin ni anak org kaya gi kolej tiap2 hari ade drebar anta..so si fazrin ni gi post gamba derg ni kat dobi smpi malu si nani n nina neh..

after a while..si fazrin ni got married to the family pick nye guy..so far so good bahagia smpi lah dia dpt baby..3 cacat anggota, satu pekak n satu bisu ( klu x silap la..)

what happens were later on the husband left her..n d family pun pulaukan dia..smpi kan one day rezeki dia gi umrah.. mase kat sana, thers a guy dtg n asked her, what happened coz he saw something wrong with her face..

fazrin ni pun bgtau lah everythng psl family n anak2 dia kat guy tu..n the thg the old guy asked her ' ade tak dia buat pape yg memalukan org dlu?'

tu lah yg remind her of nina n nani ni smpi blk msia dia pun cr lah derg ni..cari punya cari x jmpa n last2 she decided to post a public apology in the paper..

kate dak practical tu..'Ape salah yg kite buat tu maybe Allah x bls direct kat kite..tp mungkin akan smpi ke anak2 kite..ke hape kan.? xtau lah...'

so cam..it makes me think hard..i cam da byk kali vowed to bhenti gak la buat keje x berpekdah ni pertaining to this particular person..tp kate lah malam tu aku da vow xnk buat dah..sok pg ade je perkara sakit hati manusia neh buat..

klu korg jd aku..korg buat camne?bile pk2..byk je org yg aku sakit hati yg byk gak yg aku maseh laa ingat smpi skrg..tp kenapa manusia ni significant?sbb dia masukkan name laki aku dlm perangai balachi dia tu..

klu ye pun nk sangat jd on top..earn it betol2 bleyh x?nak masuk2 name laki aku pehal? get a life pls..